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Wednesday, February 29, 2012

and i am competing with myself

hello,from now on,u won't seen me in those social network and may be, belogg will be the next one.
The progression of changing my contact number will be done at the end of this month, it is the thing what i've planned yesterday.sorry for those who really miss me a lot, and may be i'll be the most regretful person after doing this drastic changes in my life. I should admit that i am so damn unwilling to do this,but for the sake of my future i need to do it so.Sorry peeps for being too selfish,please pray for me, i can feel it is the only thing that i should do.Lately, all the past memories have overwhelming me,and every time i look at my phone,i don't know to whom i should clinging to? to whom i must tell this thing? and do they really give a damn on this thing?,
those are the questions that lingering in my mind up until now.

=.=,so i wish u all the best,and best of luck

Wednesday, February 22, 2012

hai

assalamualaikum, hari ini perlulah menaip dalam bahasa melayu supaya ada unsur-unsur romantis gitu.
mula-mula hendaklah beritahu bahawa guer ada terdengar sesetengah manusia mengatakan seolah-olah
aku ni sangat lah berlagak dan tidak cukup zuhudnya, terutama ketika guer mendapat keputusan yang agak
cemerlang.

rasa-rasanya,guer tak de lah suka mana pun menaip doa kesyukuran panjang-panjang ,berjelar-jelar
dalam facebook sebab guer tak berapa suka sangat dunia facebook.Tambahan pula dunia facebook
amatlah menjengkelkan bagi guer,jadi guer meluahkan di twitter sebab twitter lebih kepada tempat untuk
menunjukkan perasaan guer.Anda haruslah faham,sebenarnya guer tiada teman tempat untuk mengadu,sebab tak de siapa pun yang sudi menjadi tempat aduan guer. kawan-kawan semua seumpama sudah melupakan guer,T_T (kalau bukan aku bertanya khabar harapan mereka nak tanya terutama ayun dan sewaktu dengannya)

Dan kawan-kawan di universiti ni lebih kepada rakan seperjuangan untuk berjaya,untuk berkongsi masalah rasanya mereka sangatlah tidak sesuai. nak mengadu kepada ibu bapa,rasa-rasa usia dah semakin lanjut,dan sensitiviti terhadap perasaan pun semakin pudar.jadi di twitter seolah-olah guer meluahkan perasaan sendiri dan kelihatan ia nya ditampilkan dalam bentuk visual.Jadi agak berpuas hati lah bila berbuat sedemikian.

berbalik kepada cerita asal, anda tak seharusnya menilai seseorang dengan cara sebegitu melainkan ada bukti,Jika bukti berbentuk ekspresi muka,memang anda gagal,sebab guer tak boleh membuat ekspresi muka yang mampu memuaskan hati orang.guer pun tak tau kenapa,mungkin atas faktor tekanan hidup maka ekspresi wajah pun kelihatan sangat tertekan ,dan bila senyum maka kelihatan seperti senyuman palsu yang diukir dengan urat-urat tegang dan tidak elastik.

Maka,dengan sebab sebegitulah pelbagai spekulasi pihak lain buat dan mangsanya guer.


Dan lagi satu,guer tak suka status seolah-olah mengutuk manusia bemarkah tinggi semata-mata untuk memuaskan hati anda.Jadi ini tidak panggil mutually-understanding,dan ia nya juga bukan win-win situation.Dan lagi satu,kenapa anda suka buat sesuatu yang menampakkan yang anda ni loser??masalah kamu ni.


p/s: guer dah ada dua orang rakan yang sudi berjalan-jalan dengan guer untuk pulang ke kolej kediaman dengan berjalan kaki.Alhamdulillah.

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

Monday, February 20, 2012

200212

alhamdulillah today i've just finished with my very first day of semester 2,
it was kinda tired ,yet i can say it was happening at all. starting with mr.norman our
lecturer for principal accounting 1,it seems this accounting quite horrifying because
if we can't manage to pass this paper,we can't pursue with intermediate accounting and advanced too.
we had an ample time in between 1st and 2nd lecture,we ended up by staying in campus for another 4 hours.
yeahhh ,we don't have our own transport,so we just guling-guling at musolla and online with usim's wifi.
the wifi is extremely fast,so i am enjoying with it by download a load of video and movie for my own uses.hehehe.

after we finished our zuhur prayer,we went to dkf1.2 for our 2nd lecture ; principal and practices of marketing.it's very fun to learn marketing especially the theory since we as the human being,actually we're always deal with marketing thingy in our daily life,.our lecturer name is puan intan fatimah if imma not mistaken,i get confuse in remembering her name because she's resemble with our previous business's lecturer madam linda.

from this first day of lecture,i can conclude that most of our lecturers complaining about the students' time management,couldn't agree no more because i think u shouldn't make any silly reasons or accuses.even imma not lecturer ,yet i'm sick already with those behavior and above of all the SAME face.then ,at last i can read  and know their tricks eg: buddy-tagging.ohh people,what happen to u,u already have ur car, motor and what else not enough for u,yet u still take it as granted. please feel ashamed to us that don't own any of it bu we still can make it before time. =.=,.

so i ended up my first day with cursing u with all my heart.

bilik awal-awal sem

 #tinggalakn penghuni dolu-dolu
 #tolak pintu nampak ni lah
 l#laptop terbukak sorang2
 #don't expect me wasting my time doing this
#locker lengang

Saturday, February 18, 2012

180212

esok akan pulang ke USIM untuk menjalani kehidupan sebagai seorang mahasiswa
hakikatnya tak ada beza pun dengan kehidupan persekolahan sebab hari-hari akan
mengulangi rutin yang sama,.bosan tak bosan kau kena jugak.barang-barang yang hendak dibawa
pun tak banyak,sebab sem depan dah tak duduk kolej kediaman,kena cari rumah sewa,.
yang ni yang masalah,.=.=,serius tak suka duduk rumah sewa sebab kena cari orang yang betul-betul
boleh masyukkk.

sebelum tu ada gambar,ni perbualan orang sabah nak pulang ke semenanjung:



lagi satu aku nak cakab,kenapa mesti muka malaun yang memang aku tak ingin jumpa muncul kat wall aku,

# tengok gambar kecik macham ni pun dah cukup sakitkan hati
guess what,i had to unfriend with napeng just because of this.

sekian sahaja,terima kasih kerana sudi membaca,=.=

Thursday, February 16, 2012

just to share


just ignore the face,.=.=,..it is what we call as the triumph card

picture only

#fyi the above picture are my bro and my sis.yesterday,i really want to try my new scanner so i sought the back then picture.and sad to say i couldn't found any of my picca even ONE.so people,u should know i've just lost my childhood memory,and the only picture that i have was during my kindergarten graduation.sob sob sobT_T,..my mom said,it was because my mak cik senah who borrow my papa's camera and she've lost it.All this happened before i was born. what a sad story

aku,usim dan ktm

ni cerita semalam,maaf sebab tak berapa up-to-date punya cerita,.lagipun semalam kan rabu,
so mestilah para bloggers semua kena post gambar-gambar kan,so kalau nak cerita panjang-panjang
tunggulah hari lain,jangan kacau wordless and mindless wednesday.

semalam awal-awal pagi lagi,( anda kena jelas pagi bagi siddiq ketika waktu cuti ialah pukul berapa), perjalanan ke usim yang terletak di bumi nilai yang barakah pun bermula. maklum lah kereta semua lesap,sapa yang bangun awal merasa la guna kereta,ini ialah pepatah rumah ini ya semua. berbekalkan mentos dan air spritzer yang menjadikan jumlah kesemuanya rm3.90 ,maka bermulala perjalanan dengan bus ke ktm kajang.perjalanan tidak mengambil masa yang panjang kerana bus awam ni tak macam bus usim di mana pemandu bus usim suka mencuri tulang  anjing.

setibanya di ktm kajang,perkara pertama yang harus dibuat ialah membeli tiket dan melalu pass-through- machine yang sepatutnya  dinamakan malfunction-pass-through-machine. pelik sungguh ada mesin tak berfungsi,nampaknya inilah dikatakan sekadar ada teknologi dah cukubbb.kemudian macham biasa menaiki ktm straight to nilai yang terchenta.sepanjang perjalanan duduk di atas kerusi sambil melihat aksi seorang budak perempuan memakai baju putih bertudung dan kain biru beserta beg ringan,hebat sungguh budak ini,awal ke sekolah..(senyum sinis),.hewhewhew.

selepas tiba di ktm nilai,macham biasa,akan menunggu bus mini yang tak berhawa dingin tapi dah 30 minit tak sampai-sampai.tiba-tiba sahaja perut memulas dan sejurus selepas itu ke tandas awam.(kena bayar 30sen tau).sungguh tak ku sangka tandas yang kena bayar30 sen rupanya sangat dhaifff,..cermin ada satu,tu pun retak,sinki ada 3,dan pintu tandas semua berlubang,maka niat untuk membuang hajat terpaksa di tahan kerana tidak sanggup untuk membuang masa dan hajat di tempat sebegini.dan yang paling penting rubber tube yang memang tiada,so faham-faham je lah macham mana nak basuh kan,.=.=.oh tidak lupa nombor telefon gay boy and call boy bersepah-sepah di dinding,sapa-sapa nak nombor tu habaq kat cheqqq,..boleh cheq datang sini salin.
#ini sahaja bahagian tandas yang sedap mata memandang

tanpa berfikir panjang terpaksa lahh mengambil teksi yang mahal,alang-alang caj teksi semua sama jadi kenalah memilih teksi yang terbaik,jadi cheqq pon decide mengambil yang proton waja (kalau ada innova macham kat KLIA ,dah lama aku amek),.jadi kami terus ke usim.jalan ke usim sangat lengang,dan kelihatan beberapa belukar telah terbakar,nampaknya musim panas di usim agak berlainan dengan di kajang,.kemudian cheqq pon sampai di hadapan bangunan fakulti ekonomi dan muamalat yang tersenggam indah,macham biasa caj teksi agak mahal,.burn 15 hinggit begitu sahaja.panjat bangunan fakulti ke tingkat 4,maklum lah usim tak bagi student pakai lif,biar staf sahaja yang pakai,memang agak semput lah bila sampai kat tingkat atas.cakap lah kepada kerani nak surat tut tut,kemudian dia suruh tunggu sebentar,then dia datang cakab kena pergi ke HEP,.cheqqq rasa macham oh-em-jay ,agaknya tak de yang lagi dekat kah,.=.=,nampaknya kenalah turun tangga 4 tingkat fem dan panjat bukit perpustakaan dan melalui belukar canselori ke HEP,ya HEP memang jauh.
 #library(brown),ptm(red),canselori (blue)
 #our faculty's landscape
 #hey there,our library
#canselori

lepas sampai HEP mintalah surat dekat akak kerani,dia cakap kena tunggu sampai petang,macam biasa guer tak boleh bersabar dan cakap,."kak,saya dari terengganu ni,lepas ni nak balik sana balik",.jadi akak tu cakap",kalau macam tu kena tunggu kejap lagilah dik".ok kelihatan usaha menipu sunat telah berjaya.sementara tunggu akak tu ke pejabat ketua HEP,aku pun ke tandas HEP yang jauh berganda cantik dari tandas kat ktm nilai.jadi hajat pon tercapai dan segala pun selesai.balik singgah kejap kat metro kajang guer beli printer baru,murah gak la,dan sangat berbaloi untuk student bajet banyak ASSignments macam aku.huhu
 #HEP's facade
 #me after buang hajat

# our main graduation hall is still under construction 
 #our faculty ,.the view from library
 #the empty road,u may nap anywhere u want
#new printer and ties 

sekian sahaja kisah aku,usim dan ktm.hope u 'll enjoy when read it.

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

the best rendition of i believe i can fly


p/s:i do love this song,it's inspire me a lot.

see it and believe it

please take a look at it


epki  is the system which keep updating ur data current, so i don't feel any doubt about it.Thank you everyone who praying hardly for me,working in a group with me,struggling together with me to obtain a better mark.Not forgotten to my dearest lecturers: Madam jamaliah,madam zurina zakaria,madam zurina kefeli,prof.madya paimah atoma,madam fauziah goals,ustaz aidi mufti, cik hafizah,puan anita and also puan shazila.I hope i can maintain this achievement from now on.

to those who said " don't be too enthusiast to know ur pointer from epki since it's informal" i would like to
response to u with " imma  not kinda of freak or asshole that playing to be afraid to know their results". BARE IN UR MIND,it's none of ur business though, and once more i want to tell u and scream it out loud "and imma not kinda of person that will bossy with others' results and playing to be pathetic with my own result without telling any to them " because this people are  same as the people that i've stated before.

people,can u just being straight-forward, don't hide behind ur own action,and mess around with others.screwww u!!,..sorry for being to harsh,because i've too much pretending to be kind to u even though u're treating me lika a wild one.

Monday, February 13, 2012

are u ready ?!!

today,i've just finished with my online register for my next semester, and i never thought that we'll face
7 subjects, the most highlighted one is it's gonna 5 core subjects with 3 credit. Imagine if in the final exam
one of them i'll get B,.T_T
look, i can't imagine that i'll learn amalan dan konsep dakwah, may be i'll be
the next person after ustazah ghaibulat

who want B,neither u nor me, we for sure want to get the best of all right?!!

so stop thinking bad or predicting the bad things happen in next semester, what i want are just have fun with
our campus life, and enjoy to learn something new. it'll be fun if we can put all the negative thinking aside, to my friend don't be sad of being in the new group, just open up ur mind and space to them for be ur new classmates. I'd know it's gonna be hard for u to work with new people, new environment . i've been in ur shoes ,and it takes time for us to adapt with it, like the old-saying 

"time heals everything" i guessssssssssss,..is it true???,.

and for those who'll be the new members for BMB2 i would like to say "welcome to our family"(say it out loud with the warmest love,lol) ,

and one more thing, i've heard the rumors that said there's a few people want to be in our group,ohh i'd really happy to know it,i know that we really that cool till everyone want to be a part of us,..hehehehe

then,  imma really hope that i won't be the head or the class rep for this BMB2, gimme just one semester break from being a class rep.=.=,.may be u may ask some one like budin or anep to be in my place soon. 



p/s: do a pray for my result pleaseeeeeeee,and don't forget pray for the syria tooo

Tuesday, February 7, 2012

i found it in facebook

JANUARY=CHATTER
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to cont...rol emotions. Unpredictable.
Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them ALL.

PLEASE DON'T FORGET TO SHARE IF YOU FIND IT TRUE

FEBRUARY=THUG
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever.
Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

PLEASE DON'T FORGET TO SHARE IF YOU FIND IT TRUE

MARCH=GORGEOUS
Drop dead gorgeous!!! Attractive personality. Affectionate&Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Chatterbox! Loves to talk alot! Loves to get their way! . Unbelievable kisser! Easily angered. Very stubborn in the most way possible! Loves to get noticed! Willing to take risks for others. Makes good choices. Has a great fashion sense! Maybe a little too popular with others . Outgoing and crazy at times! Intelligent. Can sometimes be a heart-breaker! Can love as much as possible! Hates insults. Loves compliments! and quiet the charmer. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. The best in bed out of the other 11 months!! Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.likes to keep they're crushes
kinda secret. pretty much flawless.

PLEASE DON'T FORGET TO SHARE IF YOU FIND IT TRUE

APRIL=ADORABLE
Suave and compromising.. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive.. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling. Systematic..

PLEASE DON'T FORGET TO SHARE IF YOU FIND IT TRUE

MAY=LOVER
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.

PLEASE DON'T FORGET TO SHARE IF YOU FIND IT TRUE

JUNE =FINENESS
Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very popular. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes-rep pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

PLEASE DON'T FORGET TO SHARE IF YOU FIND IT TRUE

JULY=GANGSTA
You’ve got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have a very attractive partner, a wicked hottie. Like somebody with a JUNE birthday. It is also more likely than that you have a massive record collection. When it comes to films, you know how to pick them and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you’ve got the looks for it!!!

PLEASE DON'T FORGET TO SHARE IF YOU FIND IT TRUE

AUGUST=ATTITUDE
outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. self control. kind hearted. Self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an “every thing’s peachy” attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of “that someone”. longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by “no pain no gain” caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. “charming” or “beautiful” to everyone. stubborn. curious.. independent. strong willed. a fighter.

PLEASE DON'T FORGET TO SHARE IF YOU FIND IT TRUE

SEPTEMBER=IMP
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Great in bed. Inner and physical beauty. Doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. A meaningful love life partner. Makes right choices. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Does not harm others. It is all about love and fairness. Easily hurt and hard to recover. Daydreamer and does fulfill. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Knows what to do, to have fun. Unpredictable. Someone to have close to you. Extremely smart, but definitely the most adorable of them all.

PLEASE DON'T FORGET TO SHARE IF YOU FIND IT TRUE

OCTOBER=PASSION ATE
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at Times. Knows how to have fun. Very mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very
social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.

PLEASE DON'T FORGET TO SHARE IF YOU FIND IT TRUE

NOVEMBER=SWEETI E
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck.. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited.

PLEASE DON'T FORGET TO SHARE IF YOU FIND IT TRUE

DECEMBER=BEAUTY
This straight-up means ur the most good-looking Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Loves freedom. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High
spirited.

Wednesday, February 1, 2012

harapan sem mendatang

rasanya dah lama nak tulis pasal benda ni,namun disebabkan ASSignment menimbun
jadi memang selalu lah tergendala nak update benda ni. awal-awal sem dulu,kami kanak-kanak
ijazah perakaunan tahun-1 memang agak ber-conflict lah. tapi rasanya sampai sekrang pon ber-conflict lagi
rasanya. Masing-masing tak dapat nak biasakn diri dengan situasi.kami kanak-kanak tamhidi memang susah
nak masuk dengan budak-budak stam,matriks.mungkin agaknya lah kan ego kami kanak-kanak asasi sebab mungkin merasakan yang kami dah cukup senior dan berlagak bagus (especially me), tapi kesannya perkara ni amat dahsyat. segala program nak buat tak jadi,contohnya sukan antara kelas,kononnya nak rapatkan ukhuwah,tap masing-masing tak nak,sebab dah bergelar mahasiswa kan,so pe jadahnya semua ini. kes baju korporat pon tak selesai lagi.sampai sekarang baju tak siap-siap,duit dah bayar.

semestar depan kami ada lawatan industri,benda ni memang kena plan awal-awal,sebab kalau buat lambat,nanti study week jadi mangsa,memang sadis,jadi doa-doalah kami kanak-kanak perakaunan dapat bersatu hati,

wordless wednesday